Reached 1 Year & 5 Months !

Haven't blogged in this for awhile now, because I ended up starting to work on another blog (check it out xoxogeich.blogspot.com) . This one now will be more of my personal blog so I guess we can scratch out the previous posts I had on this when I was trying to be something I was not really destined for. But since I like writing I will continue this and this will be a personal blog. I repeat .. personal. This will be updated when I feel the urge to write or share the ups & downs of my day. 

So you're probably wondering about the title huh? Well no, this blog hasn't hit 1 year and 5 months. I did.. at work. Yup! Well maybe to other people that really isn't a big thing but to me it's sort of because I remember when I was still in school & so envious of the people who worked their dream jobs and earned their much deserved salaries and got to do whatever they wanted with it. I remember just days before college graduation I'd dream that I would work with a company that I really really loved (the people included), I would be doing the work that I loved, and I would be earning the pay that I deserved. Well .. Reality Check. That wasn't what quite happened. But hey I reached a year and five months! I'd have to say that I honestly did learn from the year, I encountered hard times, good times, and worse times. But hey that's what people usually encounter when they step out into the real world. I met new and wonderful people in the business, some that I have gotten close with and till today we still talk , others I have encountered not so good times and fall outs which are just fucking stupid, but they helped me learn the things I needed to learn. 

Does it sound like I'm complaining though? I don't mean to if I do sound like it because i'm just trying to summarize the year. I'm thankful though. Despite everything that has happened I'm still thankful. But I am not thankful for some helping me see things in negative ways . I don't want to regret anything but then I guess this is almost one thing that I do regret. I don't like the fact that before I started I never had a negative vibe in my body, but then as the days grew longer and the stay, half of me is as negative as possible. It's cool. Know why? Because it helped me become a much stronger person that I am today. I guess you can't go around being nice (not like I do , just some people deserve me being nice), because there are times when one's just power trippin and you have to stand your ground.  Ok, that was not complaining at all. AGAIN that was not complaining. I'm actually just writing anything that flows out of my head right now about my year. 

Overall .. thankful again because I discovered a person inside of me that should have been released a long time ago against bullshit people. Thankful for the experiences that are thrown at me but then I really do hope the negatrons in me are slowly becoming less because these days I really don't give a fuck anymore. It's much better that way. Try it :) .